Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Today was a rather routine day.. My morning run was gr8.. hit 12 rounds already so I think my fitness is slowly creeping back. Now moving on to more serious targets... I think i will start watching my diet.. so I hope im on course for napha and everything else..

Went with walter to peninsular today to go hear some price talks.. Well I did most of the talking and asking but it was always great to have walter around as he is THE man.. Lol. Anyways I hope not too much problems with the class t-shirt... For once junior class with a particular someone seemed to have irritated me big time.. F to U la.

My sch work have been picking up but not at a pace where i wld say there was too much of any significant improvement. Hopes that this changes soon enuff.. I mean my attitudes. enuff said I guess... Dota fever must settle down.. Still having constant but not high fever.

Today in the bus ride home.. hmm quite exciting I tot... There was this AJC guy and his girl from AC... The bus ride was as usual super pack good thing I had a sit early:D Well this couple came on board and the girl was talking so loudly that she woked me up from my sleep... Guess what she was rite beside me.. very close and constantly touching my had with her sides..(sides = hipes and so on). man I could not move in as there was another women beside me... Sort stuck in that position fer a while but no real direct contact.. Then came this part people were loading up the bus, she had to move to the side to allow pple to pass.. so in her conversation with her bf she leaned every so close to me that her lower frontal was almost in direct contact with me.. Man.. I immediately shifted towards my fellow passsenger sitting in order not to accidentally do anything.. but cldn't at at.. Man.. More luck came:0 This RJC girl in their SC jersey the orange one came up the bus.. she happened to stand at where I was sitting.. packed bus once again and I dunno what happened my shoulders were in full contact with her butt fer 2+mins.. I knew she was pretty but once again woken from my sleep by that and couldn't move I jsut hoped she don shout molest. Funny things happens on this bus ride.

Yesterday I heard a certain something from someone.. Why do u always have to share such things... especially with me.. In the most difficult of positions man...

Saturday, April 16, 2005

This week's been a bit of up an down. My napha was fucked up beyond all recognition.. Man. I'm starting to do my morning runs more consistently now... This week had three times two 2.4s an one 3.3k... I hope i get enuff fitness to my normal routine of 5k in morning. That's gonna do wonders to my confidence.

Well had a bit of test and stuff here and there. Expected, JC2 like Tan Jek Suan would say means lotsa hardwork. I can certainly feel myself pushing a lil to do some solid work, trying my darnest best not to slp in classes. Speaking of classes, my class is turning into a mini world board games competition, mastermins, reversi maybe one day monopoly.

My mood this week had been fine except that today someone pissed me off. In the morning and to tell u frankly, Im really displeased with the kinda silly remarks u've been making all the time in class and whatever, but i think i wldn't have shown displeasures had I had more slp last nite. Stoopid parents who made me do their income tax shit.. Scolding children not to do things last min what was my parents doing so last min.

This week I haven't really mixed around and it is what i desired about certain relationships maintaining the way it shld be. I won't say too much about anything or anyone else but will keep it going this way. I've learnt to reorganise myself once again... feel much like the old me was a lil back. Im glad. TOday hit dota all best record fer me.. 24-4 with a bounty hunter.. super ownage but too bad my team lost the game thanks to stoopid leavers.

Sunday, April 03, 2005

Man, O2 just finished and boy was it a great orientation once again. I've actively participated in orientations since sji years and every time I do it, I enjoy it loads and it never fails to make me ponder when am I able to go thru it again?

O2 I feel at times wasn't as gr8 as O1 at times far surpass the first. The J1s are a lively bunch of pple, full of enthusiasm always ready to pounce. Well orientation went on smoothly as a whole and I had some rather stupid roles to fill on the Finale afternoon but well I enjoy it man.

My studies and results been bad, now its time I do smth abt it and I think I will. Today had a ptm session, was banged from almost all angles possible. Mary even taught my parents how to lock me out of house in hoping that I wld change for the better. Miss ban constantly blamed me fer not doing my work and studying hard enuff... Mid years I will ge all Cs minimum. trust me on that! Well alll constantly blame me for joining Facil 02, firstly I joined that time, U pple did not object. It was only after the release of results did u all get upset and so not that I can help. Well another thing is that there is a shortage of facils and Jek said it would be almost impossible to pull out. Anyways most impt point is that I wanna be so just take it that I went and I will fulfill my promise of studying hard. rest assured.

Man pple nowsadays. Oh ya another thing.. My J1 class they rock man, my IG too!

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

Its been quite awhile since my last update... Perhaps I'll try to make more time in the future. Has been really busy with games(Shldn't be the case) with common test and studies... Well hardly have anytime fer anything else..

U know I really miss a game of football with my old sji pals.. hope we can find a time soon and come play once again. Then there are other things on the back of my mind.. certain friends.. Who? don't probe futher but they are pple whom matters to me... Im feelin a different kiinda treatment.. How I dunno how to say. Are things stilll the same anymore? Can we go back to how the pass is like? Is all these that I tot of just my assumptions and my oversensitivity? My relations at home had improved, which is what im happy about.. Im talking to my bros more and even my dad had stood by me on some stuff. :) hopes my cts wldn't be a disaster.

Sunday, February 20, 2005

I've been really bz lately with all the work and last week nite study so all is going to turn out fine i hope? Not so worried about hist and maths but very much so abt econs cause i've not been studying econs. Well someone signed me up fer 02 orientation and that means im in already. Actually im not worried abt my studies going 02, more worried abt the nagging and scolding my teachers wld have after i comeback saying that im not up to date and stuff.. Well i know im those that when i study i will produce quality work so why nag at me.. I've shown in last year's promos that im capable so no worries teachers. Had maths test on friday and after it felt like I could make Mr Lim, my buddy realise that Im alrite with my maths. He thinks i Know nuttin Lol. With majority of the class saying that they fail liaao and Im feeling confident of at least a decent pass I think i can make him shut up.

Last nite was the finale of the entire week's preparations for chingay. Last week saturday saw the paacking of goodie bags, wednesday was the briefing that caused me to realise some really scandaleous things going on in sch.. Hmm? Well, friday was the rehersal or rather preview of chingay.. shirt was too small fer me.. M although byron said i looked fine.. Actually i've never worn a small shirt in my life. However I liked the look i had.. kinda muscular lol.. Nvrmind abt that. preview was good.. however transport home was a big problem finally my dad decided to get me..

On actual day the show was good.. Li yun, Li bing and Angie came and some how got tix to the show lol.. Well sat with em fer abt an hour or so neglecting my duties lol at the other paragon stand. Well the after show was the best man. Disco party or whatever it is rite smack in middle of orchard road... Everyone just went wild.. As much as those SR motivators are of concern, they are suppose to get everyone moving and things like that? I think its the CJ ushers that really went enthu abt it.. we had abit of a slow start to it.. caause had to have debrief and stuff like that. Started with playing water which i became an instant swimming pool.. Well we partied and danced ard fool ard with everyone and I had a few bouts of fight with li yun angie and libin which all they cld was aim at my dick.. Spoiled liao cannot fix k? u pay me one ah? Lol although they all missed like mad.. Haha. Also good thing last nite angie sent me home Yay!

Friday, February 04, 2005

Well its been so long since I've updated... Felt weird now doing my blog.. Well been really occupied with Dota on Warcraft3 Frozen Throne. Its really quite fun and I would now be glad to say that my addictedness to the game have sorta faded a lil. I won't need to like when I just started play everyday and everytime. That's good.

Cross Country happened recently and i'm quite dissapointed. I din run my best cause I know I was too slack in the forest. I think I've been a real ass in recent times making stupid comments every minute I see pple I know around. Self-challenge: stop calling pple fatasses or monkeys or anything crude. If I can do that fer one week I think major achievement?

Today got a good haircut and a ear pierce. Ask me fer the video that QJ took oh my piecing process.. Its simply hilarious. Seeya ard.. and Chinese New year come quick aye.

Sunday, January 16, 2005

This year started with a bang. First week fer me was spent facilitating the JC1s, they are a lovely bunch of people yea know. I always enjoy myself leading and participating in this kinda stuff. Well started the week knowing my IG. My IG is really quite cool especially the girls, they are really quite enthu. Even tho some of them are quiet and not talking like Tricia, Eugene, Eileen, Clement(just to name those I remb) I know they are enjoying participating in the things that happened ard fer orientation. My IG had a lot more girls than guys, so the guys are mostly quiet and the girls already so noisy just adds more noise on. What can I say man. By the time mwe parted in day two, I sort of miss my IG cause I tot we had come a long way, knowing one another and all, we are doing fine.

Day two when i got to know my class, I was like man.. I wish I was with my IG.. but after some bonding, it soon went well. We sorta worked as a unit pretty well. Perhaps its just me not getting to know the pple in there. Some really lovely people in T24. All in all, orientation went well.

This week was hell. Like amry Goh said, this place is like a mad house, I've been pushed ard by all my teachers till I feel rather mad. got to see my teachers and my everest hmk pile. trying to understand integration now. Not an easy subject know. Week passed by as fast as i wanted it to. Hectic man. Im trying to settle myself down and do some fruitful work over the weekend esp tomorrow since today was spent in competition. Never expected to win. Tho I had hopes of a surprise. Perhaps I'm too rusty. Im not the same consistent player I was a couple of months ago. My bowls seemed foreign to me as tho we jsut met. I don't like that feeling know. Perhaps I wld go train harder. Well I feel like slping all the time. Missed plenty of bus stops over the last few days while slping on bus.

Sunday, January 02, 2005

Well Christmas was far over by now.. But I'll bring back some memories. first was the church play or rather musical I saw with KP, Wan Lin, Candice and also Kp's freind Sarah. Good.

Then Christmas made me realise some stuff.. Im really happy but also at the same time not too happy over th news which I realised. Poor thing You. Doesn't matter. Loads happened over christmas.. Don wanna recap now.

The week was packed. Three days of facil training. I realised I'm house head.. together with Trina in charge of Luminos. Other pple I know are Suf in charged of ember, Sarah and Khai Pin in charged of Inferno. The rest I can't remb. I realise Im with Nigel Goh as co-facil. U know at first i went like why him... He frm lectures is so full of shit and no self respect and stuff like that. That's my initial impression. Well he had a point to prove and boy am I surprised by him. He's quite good. He pays real serious attention to impt details, he is a good person reader I can tell and certainly im admiring most abt his courage, he dares to own up to mistakes and try to improve. I think my family is quite a weird mix of pple I wld say. Not that I have anything against aanyone.. just a real weird mix of pple frm differnet backgrounds. Not like Ember... no super siao, or Yi yong's incendium whom are quite fun to watch. we have jokers, workers, guai pple, really creative pple.. I dunno just a mix..

Facil trg was good. Several funny events did happen. Which I can't help but smile. Mass dance was a disaster fer me on the first day. Cldn't connect anything esp the banga one. I like the thriller dance.. Perhaps that's when I felt a lil more like cause in Banga Im w/o partner. Mass dancce is funny... seeing pple like Julia and Sarah dance with partners they wld rather not is appetising. Jon chan can really dancce and so did I think that Bryan can dance. Well We'll see on monday the performance how ah.

Second day was spent in kallang. Amazing race. Nutting much just tired tired tired that's all. But its good fun.. My grp I must say Im impressed cause When I say run.. most wld run.. That's good. I wanted badly to be first tho not much grps even bothered to complete the thing. Being first means a lot to me.. I only wanna be a winner and not lose a thing. My grp has quite some character and Im quite impressed with their perseverance despite some refusals on their part to run. Sometimes when im leading the run.. I know its kinda fast but no one gave up.. I like that attitude.

Thrid day... much of it was mass dance and discussion of identity.. I think Luminos' identities are all so cool.. We'll all rock man. Mass dance was much better today. I knwo all the dance moves.. and certainly was able to teach some pple. I like that feeling. I Just at times cannot remb what's gonna be the next moves and stuff like that. Haha its funny. But Im also confident. Danced with He Jia during the stage performance.. well I danced the girl part. :) Later when I got back down.. when dancing with another girl.. I sorta got damm blur cause I sorta needed her to guide me along the guy's part.. haha but all fun i guess.

The football match with the senior psfs was good. We had a good team to begin with. I played as fwd.. the role that im unanimously fit into. Well shel, Salman, Fiz and dex played behind. Bryan Wong partnered me. Byron and yi yong ran the midfield. Terence and max did the flanks. All's changed byt eh second half. First half.. I ran loads.. Didn't get much of the baall and hugely dissapointing. dex's injury forced us to change.. I played alone in front. Boy our changes was superb. Terence played behind me.. fiz to the left mid cause he was not injured like max was. down the right.. BJ did good runs and damage.. Well done mate.. I think u were a lot better in this game than marina. Tho.. I think he cld put in more crosses frm right.. but the way he was able to attract def like hony opened up spaces. I like that. terence in his free role did loads of damage opening up spaces and passsing.. tho I wld say its one of his more off days on the passes. Byron and yi yong was like dynamic dynamos.. gerard and lampard.. eveywhere man. good work u two. I won't comment cause I think these two ran the show.. Man of matches.. Well Yi yong got a goal tho im not sure whether it wld be ruled out had there been a ref.. I tot it was high boot at first too..

On my own play.. I think I nvr enjoyed many more games than these. Frankly my confidence is on a low. It wasn't very high to begin with. First during warm up.. I ddin't get much of the ball.. Cldn't feel it.. First half was just chasing n chasing.. didn't touch. Second half i must say was like a change of fortune.. I got to see the ball more. Certainly made me feel better. I got a feel flicks and touches which I tot was rather good and certanly build me up. Still low on confidence tho. BJ then later played a nice thru ball which i completely failed to take adv of.. Sorry mate.. Was confused by all the shouting behind.. Pple were asking fer pass.. asking me to take the shot and my hesitation caused the ball to move too far off. Had two clear cut chances at goal which I shld had taken. I feel that I've let my team down not takin em. First was a gr8 low cross from terence. Connected it with my left foot.. guess what.. my picture perfect pose of a la becks with my right hand up stop it going into goal. Keeper had no chance.. he was beaten already.. darn my hand. Second was a great thru ball from Hafiz.. I knew what i needed to do approaching Nick.. the oppo goalkeeper. My head went like go past him.. so the took the ball past him quite well.. Smth I was scared of plling off.. I stumbled thanks to nick's tackle.. Had I fall it wld be penalty confirmed.. But i decided to balance myself and take a left footed tap in.. Didn't see Tiam how there who cleared my ball off the line.. I think I had been a let down on some occasions.. but certainly feels more like the team now. I think pple u need to be patient with me.. Goals will come. At least now I know how my team wanna fit me in. i'll do better next time. BTW.. Jean and Julia came and watch us play.. thanks man.

New years was mad.. First was my aunt's place which I went fer free bbq food. Then I went down to Boon lay countdown organised by Ben Wang pido they all.. reached there saw the CJ pple like jean, wx, miah.. Well felt good. I must sya it was boring there. Nutting much to do. Wanted to see fiona Xie and Jeanette Aw.. Chio bus but saw foam instead. After the countdown.. took Jean's dad's car down to town area. Took a cab to meet Joel they all. When i was alone in town.. I was certainly scared. Police everywhere. Loudmouths cheap talking the girls.. lots of indian bangas.. I saw a fight almost happen in front of me.. PPle were spraying the foams like mad.. then throwin em on the floor which were like colourfull by then. Was with Joel, Herge, Francis and Timo till 7+ in the morrning. Had booze.. damm dirty talk.. being public nuisance.. It was fun.. can't wait fer next yr. Well the booze made me a lil hot at some time.. But it was all ok.. I can take it quite well won't get drunk so fast. A lil hangover.. super tired.. all the staying up.. beer and even the coffee.. finally got home and died in bed ard 8+am... woke up only in the nite at 7+pm.. Hmk here I come.

Friday, December 24, 2004

Well tomorrow is approaching christmas day itself.. the eve.. the eve of anything to me seemed like more impt than the real thing itself.. pple seemed to get all cracked up fer eves.. chinese new year have the lunar dinner.. christmas eves have the numerous masses and musicals ard... New year's eve is always anticipating with all the countdown parties..

Well fer me.. or rather frm the family I come frm.. we hardly ever really go all out to celebrate anything and therefore this time christmas.. I not anticipating much. But I've always felt this yr is different.. Its been a year that my life changedd the most I suppose.. in every aspect it changed. Perhaps christmas might be different.. but im not anticipating. Well perhaps the best thing to happen this hols is the next week.. Always anticipating the next week... Ogl training in sch. Seeing all my peeps again perks me up. Then there's the football match at St. wilfrids.. I wanna make a change and have some personal targets. I wanna prove to myself im not some useless bugger and will give it 120% fer the match. Plz don rain tho.. I cannot play well in bad cond.

Been at the gym more often than not.. feeling gr8 and hopes my first pullup by end of dec. Hopefully.

Friday, December 17, 2004

Well recently i have tot abt a few things. Firslty girls in my living area. They are all lian types... or neightbour pple who think that they are damm chio chasing their idols like jay chou and going all cute here and there... The other type... very english guai kinda good looking female elegance who have their heads up high.

I met this girl dunno when.. i forgot on the bus 700 on my way home. when she sat down diagonally opposite me.. I didn't take notice. Then shortly.. I saw this lady opposite me suddenly stand up.. I tot why so many pple dropping off so frequently ard my four sitter area.. Just smiled. then realised a really old frill lady came.. she gave up her seat.. Really thoughful. Well i was half asleep when that happened. Cldn't blame me. Well then that girl.. she was happily chatting away.. not giving a damm to the old granny.. So i was like howcome she's like that.. She looks really nice and fine... Quite graceful. But howcome she didn't offer her seat? Well I did keep looking at her throughout the trip.. I tot she looked really nice.. The more I see of her.. the more glued to her I was. But well that's lust. that aside.. the old lady was under the aircon... She felt cold and sort of made a gesture to me.. i tried to adjust her aircon ventilator fer her.. but still to no avail.. not all are working anyways. And even so.. my seat is one hell of a lot colder.. So i had half a mind to ask that girl to stand up and offer the seat.. Her seat is the further out one.. further away frm aircon.. She sort of look concerned.. but acted blindly. Not even botherin to lift a finger. Well as much as I think she's a beauty.. I think that she thinks super highly of herself.. higher class person? Beats me.

My neighbour is moving away. The one that never talks to us at all. Im glad.. Breath of fresh air on 14th storey. Im glad. Firstly they are not friendly. Secondly im excited in the guess fer what kinda new neighbours I might get. I hope its the kind im wishing fer. Someone my age and willing to spend time taling to his/her new neighbourhood. Share some common interest. Can't wait. Plz don't disappoint me new neighbours. :)

Well been running ard my area and doing gym.. Try to get fit but cannot become fit.. WTF? Today played pool with Ian and Lee Hong. I played superbly towards the end.. Cldn't remb much more better days in pool. Great feeling.