Thursday, November 18, 2004

There's smth I feel compelled to have a go at. Recently attended this service in indoor stadium organised by city harvest. I'm sorta confused. Firstly, how true is the bible. Everyone god beliver will say that it is truthful, its correct Can be provened by past events that really happened. How so. The first parts of bible is questionable, 7 days god created earth. Alrite, lets say god cause he is almighty, great and all this is able. God tells his wadeva stuff to his propherts and so it could be recoreded. Choosing to believe in it or not up to yea.

Next thing. Im quite alarmed at something that I thought takes the entire meaning of religon out. Religon as we all know is more of a self thing, a faith and believe rather than anything that can be experienced or felt. Money was a part of the service. The pastor, Sun's hubby went on to talka a lil abt loving money and asking almighty fer em when we really need it. No doubt a necessity, I take it. But when he asked those abroad, those overseas viewers of the special tv and webcast to donate to city harvest church, its kinda disturbing. Almight if u exist, let me put it straight. Yea city harvest needs money to develope, needs a bigger church, but god belivers, plz know that man are always insatisfiable, never. SO as a church you shouldn't be prompting those overseas to donate to ur church. They could do a kind deed since they are overseas by donating to charity or smth. Surely that's a lil less practicle to you city harvesters, but i think its more worth it to almighty. After all its the faith u pple have not the church eh? I believe almighty, u will share my view?(again if u exist)

Well great one, I think u are either very lucky or very sad. When i witnessed close to 10000 pple at indoor singing their hearts out fer u, praising u in their almighty so great songs, I was touched. The believe they have in u is great. Praising and praising, that's maybe what u shld as creator of their home and everything be given(at least in their believe). But its sad when u examine smth I saw. Someone slping in the midst of a service. So almighty, I wanna put it quite straight to yea, do u think these pple have real faith in u or they are propagandalised to believe in you. I think true believe can only come after u've done smth that seemingly quite impossible fer norm to happen eh? afterall they claim that ur almighty. Rite? I think most dunno what in the world they are worshipping, or rather they know its god, but they are worshipping fer the sake of worshipping. We in this world now can never know any real truths, its a fact, nutting in this 21st century world can be taken as a whole truth anymore as we humans progress. Letme post some question to yea GOD, did yea meant ffer mankind to progress this way? Did yea mean for all the fights in the world. Did yea mean for churches to be built so that pple can worship u? One should be huimble rite? that's morals parents taught, but god since ur like perfect, ain't u suppose to be humble. So then maybe u don't like pple to worship u but fer centuries, we are all blinded. We are all blurred. Maybe even the pope is wrong. Maybe ur not enjoying all these things with regards to ur religon happening at all.

What's this that ur own CHRISTIANS are segregated amongst emselves. What's this that protestants have to fight the catholics? what's this where ur christianity is seperated or rather branched out to many hundreds of christianity types. Did yea meant for this to happen as well? You know the reason why I don believe in you, is not because ur not influential enough pal, in fact ur vey influential with ur churches and stuff like that BUT I simply cannot find the faith. I search for absolute truths which is hard to find in this world probably why I've not accepted faith. Maybe? Well almighty, examine ur followers, do they know what they are praying, do they have the absolute faith, as in faith is not only believe full believe in u. Faith is smth we have to search and I find it amazing but so sad that many teens have faith but wrong faith. they believe in u thru? inspirational speeches by pastors, friends cell grp ldrs etc. Have they really experienced it? Hmm lets ponder alrite? Maybe I just can't agree with u but if ever u received this letter do read it with some thoughts. i might be bias, but u can think why do I think so like that?